Quite a long long time I didn't come here already,I think is about 1 year ago...
I delete all the past tense which is not important for me.
I realize that "When I was falling in love someone, I will forget my Blog,but when I was alone or single, I will come back here again."
Everytime I write a lot of RUBBISH about SOMEONE WHO I REALLY CARE...
But it is USELESS,NOTHING GONNA CHANGE!!!
I think............................
It would be better if I just moved on, found someone NEW ONE
but I CAN'T.......
What hurts the most isn't that he's moving on. . .
It's the fact that if I walk away, he won't follow me.
I can't stand that.
When he looks at me with those melt-my-heart brown eyes,
I almost die, knowing that I had him, then lost him, for I was afraid to let anyone break my barriers.
It's sad because he did what I tried to prevent him from doing. He smuggled his way into my heart, then ripped himself out, leaving a nasty hole in it's place.
I hate him. . .
And yet, I can't help but love him.
